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Losing My Mind
03:06
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I'm all alone with my thoughts and they're all hazy
I know I need to grow up can anyone make me
Get up get out this will be better than the first
Not making guarantees but hey you know I can't be worse off
I know I've said this once/twice before but
I'm so fucking sorry (I've never felt worse)
I know I need to grow up
I think I'm down on my luck
I know that I'm stuck and I think I'm going crazy
I'll never get out
This past year is what I've feared
Messed with the hornets nest
With no way out of here
I think that i am losing my mind
And what can you do
When the days drag on
but your losing track of time
Move your ass or fall behind
I'm losing my mind
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2. |
Paris, TX
02:31
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In my thoughts I'm gone, escape from all the torment
I've been traveling on, to forget traumatic moments
I've got no one now, a vagabond and broken
I cant believe its happening to me
How could you love me when I am so much older
When jealous thoughts go on, they start turning to addiction
Refuse the pain but wouldn't stand for separation
I cant believe its happening to me
Now I'm lost
Four long years I have traveled on
Never spoke a word to anyone
When I find you there's no words to say
Its not fair but its not too late
I'll bring you to him
And go away
I cant believe whats happening to me
Paris give me some clarity
To somehow make amends
And set you free
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3. |
Under Your Thumb
01:28
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4 am I'm wasted again
sick on the floor give me something to make it end
but at the end where can I go?
Another day of tryna push my luck
coming down need another to pick me up
feelin' like the bottle I just broke
but I like the way I live and I'll do it all again/I'm never stopping
You got me under your thumb
Waste away
Waste every day and you can't let go
stumbled home on the floor thinking of the next day and I want more
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4. |
Golden Age
02:01
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You got your book of memories, chronicled list of fabled tales
Falling action, past the peak, and you wonder why you fail
I know why
You're holding on to this nostalgic fantasy up in your mind
Your golden age is right here
Hear the sound pierce thru the floorboards
Right here and now just like it's always been for years
Your golden age is right here
I used to come here, way back when yeah
But I remember things a little bit different
Well we're still here and we're kickin'
So just say less, and come and see this
and you'll never know
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5. |
City of the Dead
02:54
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Shattered roads to a city that still saves
An abandoned shopping mall
Decrepit homes and humble abodes
Missed out on the wrecking ball
You still search to find the finer things
Come and see what the dead have to bring
A lost soul looking for someone else to meet
The amtrak drops you right across the street
A dive bar, a shitty motel
The dead live, there's no more room in hell
It's the city of the living dead
Culture shocked, rocked, bullet to your head
Go ahead
Stay a night in the City of the Dead
Abandoned souls pour in
When motivation seems so vacant
So go ahead
Stay a night in the City of the Dead
A constant fight to stay alive
With half shut eyes
Your cushy life must be neat
We live it up, you stay asleep
Struggling to keep it clean
Give it up, and come with me
You never know who you're going to meet
Forms of friends inhabiting the streets
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6. |
Intermission
01:40
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7. |
Overstimulated
02:06
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Disconnect me from
From this reality
Unplug my brain
Cause its not on to keep me sane
Tossing and turning
Is all but comforting
My head is spinning
I'm dissociating
Feeling the pressures
Of nothing and everything
Talking to myself is bad company
Impulsivity, or am I just diseased
I'm getting no sleep
But my brain is tired
Over-stimulated
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8. |
Liminal Space
01:45
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I can't steer my head straight
It feels like we cut the brakes
And I don't know what’s breaking me down
This liminal space or what surrounds
I can't tell what mess in
I don't know what the fuck I'm thinking
Let's stop for a minute
Anyone think we gotta quit it
Drinkin me dry next thing I know i’m spilling my insides
I don't know if I can make it
Feelin’ like shit and no I'm not fakin’
Getting hard to rain check when everyday’s an occasion
I’ve gotta head fast now to keep from crumbling
Cause i can’t handle everything around me
It’s either kill the disease or I just gotta leave
Spent then sent down through the wringer
I don't know how much longer I can linger
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Head pounds, hair greased up
and last night was so fucked
and i can't recall a single thing we said, yeah
well I know we made up, and i think we made up
but i got this bad brain feeling in my head
oh yeah
what a fine evening that we all had
but do i want to live that night again
and I know the next one's around the bend
do i want to live that night again
I worked 2 shifts and got no sleep
no free time til like next week
an off day feels so unique
and I'm still drinking through it all
my beat up car is my life savings
when's it stop? somebody save me
I can feel my body cave in
and I've become too small
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10. |
Hell Hole
02:10
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Stand by, well we hope that he's alright
Stand him up and he's on his way
Heat waves, have never been this afraid
trapped in he's here to stay
so pick up the phone
is anyone home
I'm trying to say
Why did I have to go?
These long nights and I'm all alone in this
Hell hole, If I'm gonna die I'm
Wasting my final goodbye
so savor my words
I hope they are heard
I'm trying to say
that I'm alright
Danger close, our unit has no hope
mortar strikes 20 yards away
Air raid, it's over with no escape
I'm still counting down the days
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11. |
Karma
01:57
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I met someone today
Ruined my life and didn't even know my name
You're always looking for more
It's a long way to the top when you're at the bottom floor
It's just another crime
Hoping to satisfy
You're viscous taste for blood
Where did your conscious go
Coveting all in vain
And what goes around
Comes back around
Karma will make you pay
I met someone today
Same as the first so I punched him in the face
Don't try to drag me down
You'll never stop til your six feet underground
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12. |
College Town
03:16
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We're the last survivors of a dying town
People wonder why we're still around
Got seas of vacancies, a college suffering from diseases
Got my useless degree and a song to sing when they come to clear us
Out now, you can't live forever here
We'll go, but will they ever know
The places that we made and the days that we all wasted
We're all still just wasted
Walking down the same few streets
Turn on 51 from 13
Some say it's a black hole and some say this place is killing me
Everything is so damn empty now
I wanna turn it around but don't know how
All I know is I'm sure as hell, we're all by ourselves, no one to help us out
In the end, we're still here, it's not getting any clearer
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